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"If you observe how your indignation or your desire arises because your imagination and the rays of light of this intricate lamp work together, you may also be able to observe how your body and the phenomena together bring about the restlessness of your mind." (Hoogcarspel) My mind is nothing if not restless at baseline but especially so around this time of year I wake with a pit in my stomach and tears in my eyes I am here in an effort to possibly work through some of it Putting my thoughts on tumblr is too revealing I have no one to confide in I've tried writing journals but it feels too ruminative and my thoughts always tend to veer extremely negative But that could just be who I am So I will test that here And try to make it to the end of the month